2. And for years after, I would come home,I'd make sure the curtains were open, and I'd wait.
后来很多年 我一回到家，就会确保窗帘都拉开了 然后我就等。
3. If a car slowed down in front of the house,I'd imagine it was him coming to grab me up and rescue me,and I thought if I wanted it enough, he'd come back.
如果有辆车在屋子前慢下来，我会幻想那是他回来接我 来拯救我，我以为只要我足够想他 他就会回来。
4. So I just... I just had to want it more, you know?
所以我只要 我只要更加用力想他。
5. And finally, I gave up. I stopped looking out the window.
最后 我放弃了 我不再看向窗外。
6. I grieved and buried my father a long time ago, and I'm just...
很久以前我就哀悼过埋葬过我父亲了。
7. I'm not interested in getting to know him
现在我不想去了解他。
8. just to grieve him all over again.
只为了再哀悼他一次。
9. But he's still your father, and you're still you.
但他仍是你的父亲 你也仍是你。
10. Some day you'll hate yourself if you turn your back on him.