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1. You know, because I had spent ten years convincing myself
因为我花了十年时间说服自己。
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2. that I wouldn't end up like my parents.
我不会落得和我爸妈一样的下场。
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3. You know, that my marriage was gonna be different.
我的婚姻会和他们的不一样。
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4. And then, all of a sudden...
可后来突然之间。
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5. it, uh, wasn't.
一切都被打破了。
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6. And that is probably the closest
但可能只有那一次。
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7. I came to considering suicide.
我动了自杀的念头。
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8. And it's not-- I didn't-- it's not like I--
不过我并没有...。
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9. I didn't go out and buy a gun.
我并没去买枪。
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10. But I did, uh, sit around,and get really drunk,and count up all of the extra painkillers
而是到处闲逛，喝个烂醉，我还数了数我智齿手术之后。